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Not Easy

This is the only song so far where I'm actually complaining. It came from a place where I was deeply disappointed. In me, in the people I was supposed to rely on, in this entire last year. I realized how hard it is to do what you love, when people are judging this most personal thing there is, superficially. It seesms so dreamy to sing and do social media for a living, but it's actually really devastating to pour your heart out to the internet only to have your follower numbers decrease, although that's the only currency that seems to count. It's mostly a cry for understanding. I felt like I needed to defend myself for taking the time I took, since I didn't get where everyone (including me) thought I was going to be this time. This song was my responsse to that feeling.

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