Not Easy

It's not easy if your worth depends on

Social following

And it's not easy if all you are is always

Only what you bring

I used to want the world and I

was never one for domestic life

I'm bursting with dreams, but indecisive,

I probably should be prioritized

It's not easy if your worth depends on

Social following

And it's not easy if all you are is always

Only what you bring

Don't want your compassion or your money

Just my foot in the door

But if I'm being honest I don't think I know

What I want anymore

It's not easy - can't you see it

It's not easy - wouldn't believe it

Beyond the glitter and the pretty on the surface

It's not easy

From my young age on I've learned to keep my head held high, my records clean

I am strong but I Play weak

I find mistakes in all of me

It's not easy if your worth depends on

Social following

And it's not easy if all you are is always

Only what you bring

Don't want your compassion or your money

Just my foot in the door

But if I'm being honest I don't think I know

What I want anymore

It's not easy - can't you see it

It's not easy - wouldn't believe it

Beyond the glitter and the pretty on the surface

It's not easy

I Chose this life and I'll keep chosing

Just wanna be happy

But what's the use if I am trying but all I did is the way I'm

It's not easy if your worth depends on

Social following

And it's not easy if all you are is always

Only what you bring

Don't want your compassion or your money

Just my foot in the door

But if I'm being honest I don't think I know

What I want anymore

It's not easy - can't you see it

It's not easy - wouldn't believe it

It's not easy